I can now blog in hindi

Not that a particallar want to, but its nice to have the option. Just Put three loads of washing in the machine ( on Superwash) so i have 45 mins to spare, so i thought i would do somthing constructive... then i decided to update my blog. Room is horrible horrible mess, i had to throw out 2 mugs earlier because they had grown alot of mould, i should tidy up and do some work but its really hard to find the effort today. lots of things playing on my mind, including uni work. Just having on of those days when i can be bothered, as soon as i woke up i knew that i may aswell just good to sleep until the next day. however i did do somthing contructive today, i got myself a fancy external hard drive. 400 GB , i can see me filling that in a hurry , but i needed to back up my work and my music. I am almost certain that not a single person reads this, it would be nice if someone did, but on the other hand its a good thing, i can say how i feel. Have a bad feeling about the anime soc socail sec job, i was really excited about it to begin with ( and still am really) but i stressed that im not gonna be very good, might arrange the anime soc BBQ in order to restore my faith in my own ablity. Uni work isnt going great, i love the subject but my own lack of organistaion is still letting me down, its depressing that the same thing that held me back in primary school is still my problem, maybe people dont change. Its strange being away form my family at the moment with everything thats happening seems like when i am home i know i am not helping but when i am away i feel really distant and helpless. This is a remarkbly frank blog for me , usually im all about politics or stupid stuff. who knows maybe i have found an outlet for expression. i would say "its ok thou , it will be fine in the end" but i dont believe that deep down , stuff might not be. If it is , of if its not i suppose the point is that at least im living my life.